Once at an unknown part of this earth I sat,
Looking at the rainy dance....
"It was suck!!!" i said...
"it was damn!!!" still came from my mouth....
still my eyes looking at the drops jumping and waving...
"what the f***!!!" said my mouth while staring at the rain...
but.. no...no... it was not about the rain...
i am a "rainholic", I've never had even a reason to hate the rain...
what i hate was the words i had to say to let "the rose" leave me...
I hated to say that... I hated to let her and me be alone....
I hated to flow with the destiny...
I want to make it... I want to make my own destiny...
I was trying hard to do it...
but what i got was what i hate,
though i knew what i hated was not always bad for me and us...
and what i desire to have is not always give no evil ....
here.. the future came to told me... said it "everything's on me, you will never know but if i tell you, you know why? because i just have one way... it is Mystery...".
Urbana, November 22, 2010
Dedi irwan Bin Hersan
INSIDE OUT - Miss Dini
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