Sequence....

Once at an unknown part of this earth I sat,

Looking at the rainy dance....

"It was suck!!!" i said...

"it was damn!!!" still came from my mouth....

still my eyes looking at the drops jumping and waving...

"what the f***!!!" said my mouth while staring at the rain...
but.. no...no... it was not about the rain...
i am a "rainholic", I've never had even a reason to hate the rain...

what i hate was the words i had to say to let "the rose" leave me...

I hated to say that... I hated to let her and me be alone....

I hated to flow with the destiny...

I want to make it... I want to make my own destiny...

I was trying hard to do it...

but what i got was what i hate,

though i knew what i hated was not always bad for me and us...

and what i desire to have is not always give no evil ....

here.. the future came to told me... said it "everything's on me, you will never know but if i tell you, you know why? because i just have one way... it is Mystery...".

Urbana, November 22, 2010

Dedi irwan Bin Hersan