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Sabtu, 05 Februari 2011

Sederhana saja...

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Sederhanya Ia membuat Sempurna
Sederhanya Ia membuat kita tak berdaya

dihembuskaNya angin yang tak ber-rupa,
namun menjdaikan kita bernyawa

dibuaiNya kita dengan rasa tak ber makna,
menjadikan dunia penuh cinta

diperintahNya bulan berkaca pada sang Surya,
membuat kita terpana akan indahnya,

dimintaNya danau menyemburat senja,
menjadikan damai yang melihatnya,

dipintaNya badai menjadi sendu,
agar merdu ketika ia menderu.

DitebarNya hujan, menyapa dunia,
agar ceria alam semesta.

dimintaNya gunung berdiri tegak,
menjadikan dunia seakan selalu terjaga.

dimintaNya dunia menjadi sempurna,
agar semua tau, kalau syurga menyempurnakan semunya.

sederhana saja Ia membuatnya,
untuk menjadikan manusia berfikir, bahwa Ia tiada duanya.

DIrwan Hersan February 6,2011 C-U, IL

Kamis, 03 Februari 2011

When feeling

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It's now just moved from 3rd to 4th of January, 2011. It was just several minutes ago. it moved really quick like one clap of hands. I am still sitting here, exactly in front of my desk, the one on which i put my labtop and talked to her through Skype. she invited me to go together to a place far away from my city. I said somehow I didn't want to. She kept forcing me with her own way. She forced me with her typical intonation of speaking. She kept forcing me with her unique smile, with her good looking laugh and with everything nice she own herself.

Huh... i almost couldn't say "no". it's not only because of everything unique she had, but it's more because of the things i did not know, it's because a thing that i couldn't even see or feel, but it's there. It told me that I like her. Never ever asked me about what the pronoun 'it' refers to, because i have never understood. It seemed complicated, but you know what? it really was. I had a feeling that i liked her just because of the things I did not even know what it was. Can I call it as a reason for me to like her? And if I do capable of saying it as a reason, the the next question was "is it enough?", "is it enough to like someone by the reason you do not even know how it is like?"

But believe it or not, it happens in LOVE. It is really true that love does not need a reason to come and to go. Love does not need a clear answer of "why" to grow up. Love will come and grow faster with no need of any reasons. I do believe this, because it just happened to me.

I loved her with no reason. I like this feeling but I hate the time in which it grew. It complicated....

But, you know that i had to say that.

may be

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ehmmm... it seems like years ago I wrote nothing on this blog, my electronic book. But in fact, it just days. yea, may be it's the another effect of the snow storm make me feel a lot bored. Well, it was just two days ago a very big snow storm which is called Blizzard happened in this city, Urbana. This storm was assumed as the worst ever happen since 40 years ago in the USA. Very thick ice and snow are everywhere. And the temperature is also falling down till reaching minus in Fahrenheit.

This situation, causes my classes off. Actually, i do like having several days off, but i really do not like staying in my apartment all the days. I need to escape, but no where i can go to.
finally, writing is the other way for me to get the way out of all this boredom.
Emm.. talking about boredom, I believe that many people including me hate it. Even if 10 people are asked about how bad it is to be bored, I am sure that none of them will say that boredom is fun. Well, even though no one says it's fun, but it's also not everyone knows how to escape from it. Even many people do stupid things or even worse. More people also and may be including me make boredom become a thing of burden Which causes us not to do a thing. as a matter of fact, boredom is only a feeling which means that we can control it. may be....